I am writing this for your eyes to read. I feel this is my way of "getting it out". I feel so many emotions right now. Maybe you guys can vouch for me on this one.
It was probably 6 months ago when I met the person. He was a really cool guy, funny, great personality. We met through mutual friends. We went out to eat one time. It was Huddle House at like 3am. I considered it a date, maybe it was or maybe it wasn't. Hell, I don't know. After we hung out a few times, I decided that becoming more than friends would not work out.
This guy has recently been talking to another guy. That never bothered me. I knew it all along. I never thought of him, or him and the guy, or anything like that. I saw this guy Monday. I started thinking of they way things could have been if I pursued the relationship. I feel like maybe I really am missing out on what could have been a great milestone in my life, spending it with someone who I think I may like now. I don't see this as a jealously issue. I am lost for words when trying to explain how I feel.
I don't know what to do in this situation. Should I leave it alone? Should I tell my friend how I feel? After all, he isn't taken, yet! Will I be satisfied once I get what I want? Or will these feelings I have now fade away? If those feelings fade away, then I will have prevented him from finding happiness with his other friend.
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